It’s late night now and I can’t sleep. These thoughts are running through my mind. These days were kinda exhausting, internship started – there’s a lot to do, so I don’t have much time left for my blogging.
Probably a lot of you bloggers out there, or passionate people in general, will understand me, share the same feelings and thoughts.
There are always up and downs in your life and career, there are always people who are currently better than you or just luckier than you. We all have something in our life that we really admire and a goal we want to achieve that might be far away – but we never want to give up, because we are still hoping for the best to come.
Today at this moment right now I don’t feel any positive feelings. I feel exhausted and doubt everything I am doing right now. I don’t know what I am doing wrong or maybe it’s just me. Usually I am a positive bundle of energy, but today I feel different. I know that you shouldn’t compare yourself with other people’s achievements, because everyone is born in different “lifes” and circumstances, everyone of us has a different destiny, some of us are just made to be successful and others, maybe me, are just trying very very hard but will never get to the point they wished they would. I was always confident in my drive and thought that everyone can change their “destiny” by working hard but right now I am feeling empty because I dedicated my whole life to my goals but I’m still so far away from where I wanted to be. In our era, time is passing by too fast, everything is digital and transparent. It feels like life is just running away from me. I am still studying and have not really the time and budget to build things that I want to and I know, if I am not starting right now with my own dreams, there is not much time left to create something in this fast moving world.
But I know I have to keep on going strong. No matter what, I will achieve my goals and eventually be happy with myself. Keep smiling.
I am really thankful for all the Support of you guys and hope that something big will happen this year. Maybe you can give me some advices or suggestions to improve my blog then please comment below :))
Thank u all!! Much Love